Wednesday, April 25, 2012

once i post about not wanting to be ordinary..
so here i go again..
i am nothing special..not the preetiest..not the best student either...never get a dean least...not the richest either..
but i am no ordinary either..jeng2...atleast i dun wanna be..
i dare myself to dream big...
maybe i won't end up with a six figures salary...
but for a short term goal..
i wanna be special in my own way...

i put a high expectation on you dear future husband...
i request a lot..
i demand a lot..
i want a lot of things..
it might be a burden..
but put it as a challenge..
where you have to get out of your comfort zone..
and try to imagine the world that i want to live in..
the world that i dream that we would live in....

and as for today..
what was so devastated..
was the memories that i had to carry on for years...that i could not forget..
i cant bear to watch, to see or even to remember..
how ordinary i am b'coz of that memories..
to put that behind are hard..
so bear with me...

so dear...
i challenge you...
in a few months...enganged..
in a year..married...
a great husband..
beriman..
soleh..
bertanggungjawab...
penyanyang...
..a father to be..


insyallah...

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