Friday, March 25, 2011

This isn't good or bad. It's just the way of things. Nothing stays the same.
Real Live Preacher, Weblog, January 03, 2004

so far that i go..
so far that i had walked..
untill there comes a day..
that i finally want to look back..
i'm finally drowning in my own confusion..
i'm can't breath in my own fears..
i'm haunted by my own obsession..
i'm fighting with my inner self..


One's first love is always perfect until one meets one's second love.

Elizabeth Aston, The Exploits & Adventures of Miss Alethea Darcy, 2005

this reminds me of things..

Saturday, March 19, 2011

OutbReak and reBound~

if i were to be given a chance to do it all over again..
so much that i wanted to do all over again..
so much that i wish to erase..
so much that i wish never happen..
but if i were to change everything..
things would never turns out how its turns out today..
if it were to be a words that could be describe about the past..
it would best be JOURNEY...
it should be best to be left as memories..
sealed tightly as part of the occurance..

as i watch the world passed by..
as i watch the people in it plays its own role in its own drama..
cruel, arrogant, selfish, hipocrits..
people are design and designated to play all those part in this world..
it's not them to blame..
as i'm making my own self reflect..
i am the same..
we are all just the same..

as the world spins around..
though i still do not know my purpose..
as i seat here thinking what else could go wrong..
i'm believing that things happens for a reason..
how things turns out...can move all my doubt to believe..
i would't change a thing...


Friday, March 18, 2011

A wOrLd oF tRansitIOn~

and so..
it was quiet and silence....
sooo quiet..
that i misses the attention..
misses the uncertainty...
misses how it used to felt..
but in a simple way to describe how today is..
i am happy ~

Friday, March 11, 2011

LittLE RoaD trIP

biomeds on a road trip..

out of nowhere..

bird nest olympic stadium..making the best of everything..

forbbidden of gundik..

the biggest mosque in beijing..

great wall of hurts to climb...

beijing foreign study universities...

great wall of china..a smiling face...

birds nest..

some statue in front of a shop..

hotel which i cant seem to remember its name...

ramen shop dat we go to hang out almost every night..

it was a blast..
no worries..
no drama...
some people got lost..
it was all about fun..