what do we called this feeling...when you are happy but at the same time you are not..
or when you were supposed to be grateful and thankful yet
at the same time there's something in your heart that is so rebellious of it..
what should i term this as..
when this should be what you wanted..
when things finally turns out just great..
but still it doesn't feels right...
what does it mean..
why does it feels like this..
when things that is soo right felt soo wrong..
when most of the time you feel like turning things around...
when you felt like the path that you take is not what you wanted..
when you felt that a well planned life is no longer thrilling..
so what happens next???