Sunday, June 27, 2010



i just got da funniest stOry of da day!!!
my unemployed broTher just gOt a JOb...
DOKTOR SAKET PUAN!!!!!........kahkahkah3..(gelak guling2 smpai nk nanges..)
cker eaa kauu miraa...x pdn ngan org saket....
okies...kahkahkah3...hahaha..seyes!!!sangat kLAka...toloNg ah join geLAk!!!

anyway...
as usual...i've always had things played in my head...

SATISFACTION..............

every mornin...wakin up...going to lecture without even listenin to a single words dat comes out from da lecturer's mouth..
studying only for exams without even knowing da purpose of studying dat particular subject...
haih..
i used to think dat interest bolEh di pupuk..
i used to studY watever it is dat is giVen to me...
thaNKs to dis brain of mine...
but now..
as i wake up....each day...it just seems pointless...
it takes passion n interest to be epy..
haha...

hazwa ajak wat ANJAKAN PARADIGMA....ececece...
kauu glerr hazwa!!!but...thinkin bout it...maybe puttin a little bit adventure n risk into our life could be gewd...
tp kaloo smpai nk amik mass com tu x der la yer cik hazwa...
kauu jer la tuh..
bek ak amik kursos nk jadi astronout ker...bawoo ah adventure!!

i'm writin a lot lately...
lately da x dek pndengar stia nk dgr syer bebel...
so i end up merapoo at my own blog..
nk bebel kat org len x dek mud nk taip msj pnjang2..
nk ckp pon suare da ala2 vocalis my chem romance.....ngeee...

arIneh da stARt fasa 2 kursus kteowUNk...
still...arineh x ceBOk lg kOt...neh yg sMpat merapoo neh...
i guess in a way..
i do feel bored sumtimes..
i used to like biology n stuff related to it..
but....
its drowning n suffocating me..(haha...perumpamaan x leh blah...)
still...i'm going through with it...3 taon lg...insyAALLAh...
ecah kate!!kau x yah ngade!!minat bolEH pupok!!!
okies..=)

ada hIKmaH kn smUanyer....
JAohkn syer darI keLAlaian....




Saturday, June 26, 2010

"IF"

sUmOne toLd me to sTOp usiNg da wOrd "IF"...

IF onLY i've never dOne what i did...
If oNly i cOULd chANge my pasT..
iF only i've taken anNOther road...
If oNly i work harder..
if Only i cOUld turn back time...

There's a LOt of IF in Life...
da trUth is...
dat sumone is right..
There's no use of putting Da worD "IF" in ur lIfe..
ThinGs already did happen..
n tHere's nOting can be dOne to cHAnge wat already happen..

dat sumoe told me..
make da BEst of wat had yet to come..
N Learn frOm wat u've regret...

its nOt aBOut wHO u useD to be..
it's aBOut wat u WAnted to be...
It's NOt aBOut all THose regret..
it's ABout what u've lEArn frOm it....

=)


Friday, June 25, 2010

PPsL...ecece....

heee..da pat gMbo..kredit kat zuLhisyam yg Mntak gmbo dkat...urmmm???sape tah...pnjang sgt namenyer...

tyme kamii wat akademi persandingaN..hehee...mee in da pics..thankiu...n sume org wat mker pelik...dis is mY grOUp!!ooyeah...go grOUp 8!!!

me in da pics lg...kih3...cker eaa kau mira...hoho..groUp 7 n 8...nIce..credit to zul add gmbo...sape2 nk carik photographer kat perlIs carik la dye...


saket,demAM,Pnat n keseOrangan dIrumah arineh........

tP kem PPSL sgt Besh...
at first meMNg x deK mud nK pg...
tp Kem INi sgt2 besh..
n JmpEw kwn2 baroo yg sgt HappeNIn...
Thankz kowUnk jage syEr...
especiaLLy kakLOng...kaloo x NmpaK mira jer tercari2 kn..
huuhu.....
GrOup 8 sgt happeNIng..
n bajoo pngantIn kte sGt cNtek!!!too bad kte x mnAng...
sOrry ari lAsk mira agak x BYk cKP...
da staRt dMM...
berHujan sMalamAn an..
HOpe to c u gUys aGAin..n x deK pics cuz enPown sume di rAMpas...
credIt to LDK leader kamii aBg sodOq!!-mker cam seyes...tp asYk wat lawak jer..
credIT kat sume members-hassan,raimi,izwan,ah chuan,azroy,zul,kaklong,rina,zatty,ain,jo,b,n me!!!

derr...sape2 yg tngkap pic tuh sila tag!!!

pss-daLam bus Bler da SMpai uSM at 12 a.m-brader aIman tgk syer dgn mker yg pelik..
waaa...burok sgt kah syer tydo...sorry!!!sye sgt x karat okeh!!!abaikn imej yg buroK itoo..

Monday, June 21, 2010

seRIously i dun feel like goIng tomorrow..
i dun wanna go..
i just wanna stay at home..
sleepin in my own bed or watching movies at home..
n just...
i need home at this particular moment..
i dun need people..
i dun need activities..
i definately do not need strangers that i could not seem to talk to..
i need just to stay at home..

n be alone...
i dun wanna do this..
not rite now..
haih...plezz......

pss-there's crazy cat outside my room dat is making noises!!
n it's drivin me crazy..
pluss..it's almost 3 a.m...i need to wake up early..
n i'm exausted..still..my eyes can't sleep!!!


TiREd~~

AgAIn...I'm tIRed oF stARtIn nEw n MAkiN miStakes...
haih~~

wAT sHOuld i dO??

okeh2....herE's mY fiVe YEar PLan...
1'm 20...wHIch means..i Hav to coMplETe my plAN by the aGe of 25!!!

1.FInisH my dEGree bY thE age Of 23....(of course la kn!!....)

2.SaVe mY JPA sHolar to PAy foR my mastEr...heee(save cket2 la...t pndai2 topup k..)

3.FInIsh MY master at thE age OF 25!!!(da abes degree tros wat mastER okeh!!2 taon..n full tiME...)

4.GEt a StaBle Job At thE age of 25...

5.Get marrieD at The age of 25 ...tp pas abes Degree ok..(nGAn sape???let it comes la...)

6.Own mY owN cAr b'4 the aGe of 25..

7.HAv a HOuse or pLAnin to buy a hOuse..

8.FInancially staBLe..

9.iNdeepenDent n succesFUL cute young lAdy...hehe...

10.seTTLe dOwn of cOUrse!!!


ngeee....dat's my five year pLan!!!i'm trYIn hard to fullfill it..
kih3....mY life HAd always goes accoRding to plan..
just dAt..i made mistakes along da waY..
still...i'm on da right TracK..........success plezzz!!!

five year pLAn is enough aite...all i need to do is make sure dat i stick to da plan..
no more bad influence..
no more...???haih...watever lor...
i dun wanna start new..
i'm picking up da pieces dat i've left....
n cleanin up uPOn my mistakes..


cut~~

Sunday, June 20, 2010

BFF fOreVEr n AlwAys Okeh!!~

OKeh...iNi syer n HAzwaNIta!!!
sumENyer gmBA kamI n sUmenyer tENtanG kami...
6 aRI yg sGT tiDak pROduktiF n sGT gumbirA dGN kauuu!!!
sKUnk...ak NgAH merindUUIi kauu!!!ecece...sweet x ak???kih3....
i mISh u cOOO mucH!!haha...kalauu lar kte rMAntik cmneh tyme matrIx dulooo...kih3...


hazwa wat mker Pelik tgk kegediqkan dirikuu...

okeh2...u're rite..pasangan kidal yg trlBey mesra...awww...

gOIng green!!!NIce!!


tHIs one is really nice jugAk!!

WOit2...sUme gmBA kte cnTek2!!!
guess wat!!b'coz...kauu cun!!ak coMEL n we're HOT!!!
kih3...sLOgan barooo!!!
ank BOngcU sgt inDependeNT n knOW LOts oF thing!!
plus2...we r supEr duPEr genIUs n.....????haha...byk lg...

pehul ak pooJI diri byk sgt neh..???
heeee...


Friday, June 18, 2010

No TittLe~

OuucHHH~~
n

sOOrrY...~~

dats all i can think of rite now..
ouch..for me gettin hurt..yeah..i made mistakes again...
thank u...
soorry...
for me being so mean n cruel...
i'm not proud of me anymore..
there's notin to be proud of...
soorry...
i'm done with everytin...
i dun wanna be dat person..
n for doing wat i did...i'm just as bad as u r..
n just...
i hate da person dat i've become...
i wish we never make things dis complicated...
u hate me..
i knew it...n i'm sorry for dat.....
just...be a better person............
b'coz i knew u too well...n...yet...just when i thought u've change..
u're not...or...i dunno which is which anymore..

i hate u..i will always will..
i can forgive...but i can never forget....
still...i'm sorrie dat i made it end like this....
n thank u...for being soo nice all these time...
despite all da lies n wat u did...other than dat...
u've always been nice...
again...i'm soorrie...




Monday, June 14, 2010

sILa tAmpaR syEr LAjoo2!!

okeh....Syer sGt Byk pErkara TerTunggak yG syer x sLEsaiKN lg..
tLg lar cdaR dirI cket!!!
APeW tah syer WAt KbelAkangAN neh...
adoyai...mELepAK ngAN hazWAniTA!!ari2 kalOO jam x KuL 11 x bALek umaH derr...
bgs PnYer dua ANk boOngcu neh..
tErbek lar...
LIst tunGGAkn???(haha...otak da lame x pk...lemmbuub nk wat kije...)

1.KursOs untok next sem x daftar lAgi...(haha..x yah nek sem leh x...)

2.Maskot untOk convex x lUkis lg...

3.Gmba masKot x eMAiL lg kaT sUknIng...

4.Hul PPsl x settle lg...

5.KIje yG khai bg x wat ag..x survey pown lg...mane tah nk cari kem tuh...uish...


okeh..tuh jer yg dpT pk...byk tOL tunggakn!!!x cukop dwit ker nk byr BiL??
pss-bkaL somI x bg nafkah..haha...

sILa TAMpAR syeR laJOOO2!!!!!

Mood-GLEr fLirty arineh...hAHAHAHA....


HOho...sGT GEdiXXX!!!!sTar...
mAsiNG2 cAm jnDa kayer Lpas CErai..(bawoo pas kwa mahkamah syAriah...)
pergh...meMng mood mengedixx la...

pss-masing2 tawoo..tp wat tataw...x ker buduh!!!SedAr la woit!!
i can be verY cruel sumtime...

Friday, June 11, 2010

caN't express myself....
can't seem to tell..
can't seem to share...
wanted to say it out loud but no words came out...
mouth r completely shut!!!
wanna cry out loud but end up with a smile..
wanna shout n scream but end up doing notin...
wanna write it out in words n letters but can't seem to be put into sentence...
make it stop!!
make it go!!
da past is haunting...
da present is crazier...
still...can't seem to be express....

put everytin aside..
as notin happen...
sealed tightly in one heart..
as notin happen...
as i am normal....
but da truth is...milions things to hide...


Thursday, June 10, 2010

a sHoot to kiLLL???~


akTIbiti-pHotosHOot Yg SenGAL n pOsing nTah apew2...hOlla...
tEmpat-mErata-rata sbb tataw MAnew nK pg...
pHotograPher-Mr.MustAqim also driver kami,hazwa n mira sumtimes...
cREdit-kat suMe yg terLIbat..POyo..padahul 3 org jerk...derrr....
conclusioN-mira n hAzwa x dek kije..
LUv...Luv...




mUkadimah...snAp2..mira seperti bese..GEdixss!!...hazwa wat mker pelIk lg..

hazwa-UIt..cpt ah!!ko neh..nk kne...
mira-tanak!!tanak!!!waaa...jgn dipakse diriku lg...
conclusion-nice pics...



nice pHoto..yup2...who cares...derr...

mUaxxsss!!!nOte-aisyah kate org kidal neh..tut...ngee..we make a very epy coUple...waa..
Nice...hehe...bg hazwa ah..syer posing cam hampeh jer..
oKeh2...syer pendek dari awk..ngAKooo okeh!!!cut~~

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

i jUst wisH dat...~~

okeh...today syer dpt result!!
hmmm...cmane nk ckp??urmmm...i guess...
x dek lar terok..tp agak disappointed..
tp..memng awk stady cam hampeh pown kn mira..
atlest still 3 and above kn...cut~~

hmmm...talking bout wishes...so much too wish for..
soo many dreams...
soo many imagination...hehe..
hmmm...i wish dat...

1.to get a better CGPA for my next sem n actually do not fall asleep during every lecture...
mama kate x berkat..hehe..

2.to be able to write a book..not just an ordinary book..a book dat touches sumone heart while readin it...ecece...waahh...

3.to open up a bussiness n dpt untong byk2 of course...hehe...

4.to be married b'4 i am 25 or at dat age..hehe...dmi mngelakkan mama n abah saket jantong an...

5.for u to just look at me only...

7.for me to undo what i did...haha...apekah??mcm2 menda boleh x...karma da start happen kat syer..apew syer wat,da berbalik...adoyai...

8.that we could go on a big family vocation..hehe...walaupon sume org ngah sengket..hoho..x dek harapanlar..

9.Dat i could one day fill up my pasport by travellin to lots of country..haha..nice one!!

10.dat i could one day have a PHD n my mAster...PHD???hmmm..tgkla...pointer pon cmtuh jerk..

11.dat my frienDs will always stay by my side..

12.dat i i hav tried my best to be there for my parents...

13.okeh2..too many wishes already....i wish dat all my wish doo happen one day..haha...n just lead a simple life...


hmmm...okeh...syer terlaloo byk angan2...
haha..
people say dat..
its okey to dream...
becoz dream is wat makes u continue on living...
hehe...

cut~~~


Sunday, June 6, 2010

x mampooo nk berkata-kata..........~~~
uish...x mampoo berkata-kata diam jer ah mira...
yer...diam lar neh...

silent..~~~

Saturday, June 5, 2010

dIS is wat HAppEn whEn......

situaSi : b'4 kndoori...dalam Bilek mama...

makcu :AhlAM!!!jOm tngkaP gmbO...pnAt makcuu mlAram neh...

Ahlam :?????...in a blurrr state...(tuh ah jadikan dak 3 taon mngse berposing...wahaha..)

resuLt is as Shown.....




okeh...ahLam da pndang...napew makcu x pndang cmare neh...
huish...ape pasal cam antoo cine jer neh???..

makcu da posiNg cumel2 n pnoh kesopanan neh...
hawat mker ahlam cam slenga jerk!!uh..pnoh ngan hingus!!tidakk!!...next pic plez!!


weee...okeh2...sume pics len cam disaster jerk...dis is da best we can do!!!
okieyh lar neh...thumbs up!!
ahlam :hmmm..cumel gak makcu syer neh yerr...(wahaaha..okeh ayat rekaanku smata-mata...)


mood-biarla....
fake...fake...n fake...


da end~

Friday, June 4, 2010

DUn acT againts da laW of naTUre...???

What gOes arOUnd cOmes aRound huh??

it definately comes around to me dis time..
dun screw with people...
u'll get screwed back...
wahaha...deserve u rite...

da law of karma..
lots of people r talkin bout karma now...
i guess karma does exist..
woooaaa...karma is scary...
wat happen to everybody deserve a second chance???
isn't there such a law like dat...
i think i've heard of it somewhere....
hehe...

derr...apew syer merapoo neh...

POsiTive thInkiN...

mood-Out~

wooaa..WakE up BAbe!!


glitter-graphics.com

woookEh!!post syer sbeLOOm neh sgt emo..
napew tah...
no kooMEnn..

anywAy...eMO mood??
gOne okeh...
waTever it is dat is maKIn me emotionAL..
it has to Stop!!!
daaa...fullstOOP!!

i'm nOt gonna let 3 years dat i tried to built
fall into pieces..
keMbali paDew falsafah lame..
FOlloW da fLOw ajEr....
laughter ahead..
smile like u hav da most beutiful smile ever...
fullstop!!kekarootan..
mls pk daa...
dunnO n duN care...

Thursday, June 3, 2010

uIt...~~

Ari neh ari plg sedih awk???
arineh ari speechless syer...
a.k.a...ari cdey syer jugak...

tp...itoolah kter..
x pnah nk bercerita ati n prasaan...
i'm miss strong.......(kunooN)....tp...memng kuat...
cume..x der la ari2...
soo..kte tak perloo nanges kot..
kn2??tipoo...bler sume org berplg...awk nanges gak...


pss-btol ker quotes ak neh..ngee~~

hazwanita abdul halim-ak mnjwb post kau...(dgn kata2 yg ak cndirik kurng pahum..hee)

iLLusiON~~

peOple says happiness is an illusion...
it begins with happiness..
or it may ends with happiness too..
but..there's sumtin in da middle..
which is soo hard to get trough..

people say...da less u know da better..
the less u know..
less worries..
n less pain it will cause u...
as life goes..
as we get olderr..
as people around u grew up n start living their on life..
n as u begin to understand this world..
there u see it..
it is not as easy as it seems..

we may create a perfect image..
but underneath it..
there lies a thousand broken strings..
which we pretend not to notice..
n ignoring it..
but untill when??
we all know we r not like we used to be..
n we can never go back to da old days...