Friday, March 26, 2010

deAr bLog.......~~(<">)

words and speech r totally different..
u can write it..
but does it match wat u r really tryin to express??

since today no one ask me how's my day..
well..my rumate do ask me...i guess i'm too busy to answer..
bawu skang nk ckp..but no one to listen...huhu...
so..
dear blog...
listen to me will ya...
it's a bit tiring day today..
not dat i'm complaining..everyday is tiring for me lately..
meetin...meetin...meetin..
esemen...
CA....
i think everynyte i'm out for meetin or work.....
but today...
when driving almost midnite from murni to nurani(dkat jerk)..
when i park my car..
i take a minute to myself...
while listening to da slow song playing on da radio..
n while enjoying da aircond..oooyeah...
yet i was thinking..
the minute i step out of this car..
there it goes again....
all those problem dat needed to be face..
unsettle things...
difficult pathway waitin ahead...
unstable emotion n feelin dat waitin to burst....
all those work dat needed my attention....
can i just stay in here??
ignoring all those things....or..
can i just walk away froom everytin??boleh x??
of course lar...i still step out of da car eventuallly...
but then...
to simplify it..
i guess......i'm doing my best here....
being 20 is hard...
with all da emotional unbalance...
unsatisfaction..stress...hormone inbalance...all those thing are all hapenin at once...
one thing dat i realize..
we r not yet mature..
n we r not yet reliable to make desicion of our own...
i'm learnin to be more wise in every action dat i take...


i'm happy everyday dat i breath..
i know i faced it with a smile no matter how hard it is....kn2??
i'm thankful for everytin from da simplest thing n da big thing dat ever happen in my life..
i'm very thankful for just another day to live...
make a difference in every way dat u can...
effect one's life..
through dat..u'll be remembered...





7 comments:

alip pdaus said...

alooo......
hadapi dgn tabah k hari2 yg sgt membzkan.......
semoga success selaloooo

Ija said...

weii.. macam byk masalah je!

apsal awak busy sgt ek kat uni? time k ja dulu rileks je...

mieya said...

alip-ngee..yer..hdapi ngan tabah ah neyh...ari2 ngan senyuman...huhu...sory ah...sgt bz skang...da x lame x share cter an...ngee~

k.ja-awk rilek sbb awk katak bawh tmpurong!!x msk aktibiti apew2...adk byk join mende kot...huhu..

Mohd LukMan said...

huhu.. besa r myra... sy dulu pun aktip gak, nih 3rd year bru nak pencen.. tenang sket kpl otak nih.. tpikan nanti kita akn rasa enjoy tau keja2 nih wlaupun cam byk n memenatkan... this is uni life.. goes on.. gud luck tpi study tuh jgn r lupe ek.. ooyeah!!

Mohd LukMan said...

wah myra leh drive, cam xcaye.. hehe.. nanti leh r bwk jln2.. :p

mieya said...

hahak..yer2...enjoy lor msk aktibiti neh....x pe2...t third year bawu retired..ngee~~
huhu..pcayer lar mira tere bwk kete...mwuwuwu..bwk jaln??beres...

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