Friday, December 31, 2010

AS expecTed~

i took this from my sister's blog..
she quote this from a singaporean...a blog author.....
i just highlighted the part that interest me though..
the speech are much longer..

some part of these might be what we should put our self trying to achieve..
rather then trying to live up to expectation..
life should be thrilling..
life means waking up each day and having the enthusiasm to live up your journey for the day..


"You might be looking forward to working, falling in love, marrying, raising a family. You are told that, as graduates, you should expect to find a job paying so much, where your hours are so much, where your responsibilities are so much.

That is what is expected of you. And if you live up to it, it will be an awful waste.

What you should prepare for is mess. Life’s a mess. You are not entitled to expect anything from it. Life is not fair. Everything does not balance out in the end. Life happens, and you have no control over it. Good and bad things happen to you day by day, hour by hour, moment by moment. Your degree is a poor armour against fate.

Don’t expect anything. Erase all life expectancies. Just live. Your life is over as of today. At this point in time, you have grown as tall as you will ever be, you are physically the fittest you will ever be in your entire life and you are probably looking the best that you will ever look. This is as good as it gets. It is all downhill from here. Or up. No one knows.

So what should you do? You will find your own niche. I don’t imagine you will need to look very hard. By this time in your life, you will have a very good idea of what you will want to do. In fact, I’ll go further and say the ideal situation would be that you will not be able to stop yourself pursuing your passions. By this time you should know what your obsessions are

Loving someone has great benefits. There is admiration, learning, attraction and something which, for the want of a better word, we call happiness. In loving someone, we become inspired to better ourselves in every way. We learn the truth worthlessness of material things. We celebrate being human. Loving is good for the soul.

You will find, that when you have someone to love, that the face is less important than the brain, and the body is less important than the heart.

You will also find that it is no great tragedy if your love is not reciprocated. You are not doing it to be loved back. Its value is to inspire you."


Monday, December 27, 2010

KreDit dkat Hang~

okeh la..hang ade bakat..cpt pg beeli DSLR..
carik duet banyak2...
blanjee kwn2 hang mkn besor...
neh pokai memnjang...opppsss....(jgn mara..)
kredit kat eman kamal....

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

it just happen that i wanted a life that i dreamt off..
it just happen that i am not what i seems to be..
it just happen that i need more than just that..
it just happen that i am ego an ego person..
it just happen that my heart is not that soft..
it just happens that my thoughts keep on changing......
it just happens that i spent my life feeling inferior n never did i get rid of that feeling..
it just happens that there's a big part of me that i never wanted to share..
n it just happens dat..
i wanted things to turn around for me this time..

n i start with a leap of faith and hope...

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 dan lovee baksis =)

mule2 berat jer ati nk pg baksis neh..
pg pon cam x eklas jer kn..heee..
tp bler da smpai kat cne..
kredit kat sumee dak umk sbb organize baksis ipt neh..
rupe2 nye..jmpe rmai plak org yg dok kat2 ngan umah neh..
syer dpt kuarga angkat yg sgt sporting n penyayang..
thankzz kat umi,abah,abg long,lisa,adik lukman n adk ecah comel!!
da rindu da kat adk2...=)
cdey pulak bler dapt text dari lisa td...uhuk..
x pe..nnti cooti sem kompem pg lg!!

geng dikir barat..tuh dyeee...

ini adk beradik angkat syer..namanya lot...dan ini umah kami...=)

family potret..skali ngan tok wan tuh...

menari pulakk knn..

mlm kebudayaan...walaupun tarian x menjadik kire oklah sbb practice 2 jam jer...

okeh...x dek motif letak gmba neh...


Monday, December 13, 2010

Dan Kami berJumpa Kembali...

walaupun jmpee org yg memng da slaluu jumpe...kire reunion jugakk lar kan....
tiada perkataan untuk diungkapkan dalam kata2..
hanya imej pengganti bicara...

ini adalah rahim...asyk mukee dye jer jmpee...

ini warga smikip yg sporting!

ini pesa dan syer..buang rokok kat mulot tuh pics neh sgt perfect..

ini mereka lg dgn gaya yg x leh bli kat mane2 kdai...

ini eman dann rahim dan mereka bkn gay....seyes!

ini pula 3 dara jelitaa...=)
red shawl-taken...rainbow shawl-???...

3 rebut satoo mana yg menang??..saksikan di pawagam..haha..opps...

ini pon feveret pics syer...



Saturday, December 11, 2010

dat girl..
when you look at her..
she'll mesmerized you...
when she talks you can't stop looking..
everything about her..
her smile..
her walks..
her voice..
the way she speaks..
the way she eats...
the way she smiles.....
she could steals anyones heart..
but never..
never did she gets her forever and ever after...

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

My header contest~

COntest neh dibuat oleh cik yana...

Syarat-Syarat Penyertaan
  1. Entri mesti bertajuk "My Header Contest" dan letakkan header cik yana seperti yang tertera di atas..
  2. Mesti 'follow' blog Cik Yana..
  3. Boleh letakkan header yang sedia ada pada blog atau header baru untuk diadili..
  4. Header bebas..yang penting menarik..
  5. Tak kisah satu atau dua boleh dipertandingkan..
  6. Tinggal link kat entri contest tersebut di page Cik Yana..
  7. Perlu tag tiga orang yang lain..
  8. Hanya satu pemenang akan dipilih..

Gune header yg sedia ade kat blog jer laa...
jadik ini ler header yang dipertandingkan..

syer nk tag...
kak ira-snn header anda cantekk..
nani-sbb header anda gerak2...haha..
neena-sbb header anda unik...


Sunday, December 5, 2010

JusT woRds..

she had an issue..
and she know it..
yet knowing about it..
she never got herself to admit it..
and it seems that it is far beyond reality from reality..
walking around like a normal person with perfect little life..
walking around pretending that its fine..
not facing the problem..
she is a person with an issue...
battling with her inner self..
lacking of confidence..
terrified of her own image..
n if only people around would have noticed..
if only....people would notice that there is a big holes beyond those perfection...
then maybe..
its never too late for her..
to wake up..
n faced what she should have faced long ago...
n to built something new...


Thursday, December 2, 2010

"the people who laugh too hard are the one's who experienced too much pain"
on likes on facebook....
fb had become soo damn boring..
no notification even showed up on my homepage..
n becoz i'm soo soo booring..
i go through all my likes list..
n to tell u the truth..
my likes list...
are reaally emotional..
i mean..
i only likes those with emotional stuff...
like.."always n forever are over","sometimes life needs an undo button"..
n many more stupidly emotional stuff..
u guys should check out my likes list...muahaha...
what on earth is wrong with me...??

there's this one likes that i luvv soo much..
here goes..
"some people are only alive because it is illegal to kill"
i wonder how many people i will kill, if killing were to be legal..
thousands maybe..
but most of all..
i think i won't live that long to have killed that many people..
if killing is legal..
Many people would have been dying to kill me..
i'm being extremly ridiculous n mengarot..


kILLiNG vERse 1...

kEhidupan di Sebuah unIversiti sangat tertekan...
kerja kursus..
aktiviti luar..
bkn tuh jerr..
masalah emosi juga memainkan pranan..
bila roomate anda tertekan dan tidak dapat mengawal perasaan..
ini mungkin terjadi pada anda...

somebOdy pLease call 911!!!!


toLONG!!!...........dye DAtng da......

okeh...syer sgt cemas!!!kakiku kaku..bibir x berkata2..
hati berdebar2....

tOLONG!!seyes...x maen2 neh....





pss-okeh..ini hanya rekaan kami semata2 dan
imaginasi didalam minda yang kurang sehat...

KAmi MAhu JAdi UsahaWAN!!

Kami mahu jadi usahawan...
setelah lima ari berkampung kat langkawi..
walaupun tujuan utama adalah untuk meronggeng..
dgn ini sayer n nana akan berusaha mengembangkn bissness kami!!
promote Cherryplum cket...jMPotlah jenguk!!

sAMpai LAngkawi..
nMpak camERa...
kAMI posing!!....muahaha...


pss-nk jadi usahawan bkn senang okeyh!!
muke kene tebal..
makeup kne tebal..
bulu mata biar lentik...


Friday, November 26, 2010

clIck on the like button..
we'll be stalking you...
we are the best stalker in town...

ohoii...psiko betol....

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

NEver Goes aS pLAnned

when heart start whispering of cruel intention~


ruLes are made to be broken...
two girls..
both with their own crazy little thoughts....
they meet...
they became friends...
or is it more than friends...???
n their mission is to turn the world upside down...
so far...
they had suceeded..
the result is as shown....
wooow...garaNgnyee kak nana...=p

kereta sorong itoo tetap lebih menarik dari dua budak itoo...

ehem...selipar awk cntek...

makk aii..x puas ati nmpak...ape?ape??

diakhiri dgn pose maut...sekian~


Sunday, November 21, 2010

lighting don't strike the same place twice....
there's no second chance...
there's no turning back...
there's no making it right..
all there is left is just a piece of memory..
scattered in the head..
words can't make up for the lost...
action can never change what's lost...
bitter can never be sweet...


Thursday, November 18, 2010

EiD mUBARAK di PERantaUan....

bkn syer tp mereka..

BILa rayer dtg lagi...
mkn kenYAng...
tydo Lena...
ati Gelisah.......x tenanG...sume sbb iMMuno...haih...

kutub utara kutub selatan

biomeds family..

pembantu baru...


Thursday, November 11, 2010

Might or MigHT not be...

i woulD like to write something...
but in a way i can't seems to be putting those thoughts in words..
who wouldn't wanna be different...
i might have thoughts about things a bit differently..
i might have not like what humanly a person should like..
i might have get annoyed with a lot of things..
or i might have had a lot of things to said to someone..
for a milions times..
i might have thought into yelling in front of somebody's face and never did i got the guts to do it..
for a thousand times..
i might have thoughts that people are selfish and just make other people's day more miserable than ever...but i never have the guts to said it directly to their faces...
i might have been talking about people a lot from my point of view but i do at da same time try to judge myself...
i might had get irritated easily....
i might not be as caring as i should be..
i might be the last person u wanna consult when u feel like talking bout relationship..
i might not be smiling to see people as ridiculous as they can be but i myself are more ridiculous than ever..

i might not know how to react when dealing with heartbreaking news or anything..
i'm a person who did things accordingly..
react wisely..
humanly possible so that u are able to fit into this world..
filling the idea of perfection..
so i did it..
be nice..
be polite..
thats who i am..
what i am..
atleast for now...
you can't never stop your brain into thinking right..
i mean..
there might be atleast one horrible thoughts in your head right..
even if you were to be the nicest person o planet earth..

plezz tell me i'm ot thinking too much..!!


Saturday, November 6, 2010

sukee pOst pendek2...

A Lot can change in one whole years...
new people came..
some people leaves...
new friends...
new experience..
new bonding...
new achievements...

and still ahead..
it all comes to one thing dat will eventually determine whether or not i've done it right for this particular moment...

me n my heart...we got issue..
psss/ ini adalah entry exam...

-ecok exam...wish me luck-


Thursday, November 4, 2010

forgiving is possible..
but forgetting is what makes it hard...

life is always uncertain...


Wednesday, November 3, 2010

ExaM weeK ker McM neh...~

we r all hiding underneath the mask......
truth is.....
no one really knows da truth..
there's always sumtin to hide..
seeing is deceiving..
dreaming is believing...
it's okey not to be okey...
sumtime it's hard..
so follow your heart...
tears don't mean you're losing..
everybody's bruising...
just be true to who you are...

"pndang jugak kau kn"


"senyuman itooo cnteek"

"camera pink itoo menawan"

"kau kuar ngan akoo pon lg nk msj2 ngan org len kn"

"profile pics"

"masih sgt sukee gmba neh"