Tuesday, December 15, 2009

monIN in siLence~

today...
as i wake up...there's a glimpse of silence....
waking up in an empty dark house...
n as u walk down da stairs all dat u can hear is ur own footsteps...
n when ur stomach is asking for food...
as u walk to da kitchen..
all u can find is yesterdays leftover....
dis situation seems familiar......
hav i gone through dis before???hurmm...
yes!!!deffinately...everyday!!!4 years back in time...
yes!!!!its true...dat now...
almost everyday i wake up there is fulll of joy n voices..
but back then....
back when my parents r working....
everyday went through only by myself..
going to school by van.....
going back from school by van...into an empty house.....
spending da evening alone...
n at nyte...there's tuition untill 10.30.....
rarely i can meet my parents n talk to them..
sumtimes..in one day..
we rarely talk or speak..
mama...is too busy...coming home at 7 everyday...always went outstation...
thinkin bout it...
i do feel lonely back then......
friends??it is not enough...when it is time to go home..
it is still those empty home.......
but now...things r different...mama is retired..
but still they r busy with their busnez..
atleast she spends a lot of time wif me now......
going shoppin without having to hurried home b'coz she has work to do...
spending da weekend together...
travelling whenever we wanted to....
still..there is days that i had to be alone..
but its ok now...i'm all grown up..
sumtimes i just enjoy a time just by myself..
its really hard to be alone these days...
like today...
no one to nag..
doing wat i wan...n just relax.....enjoying myself..
alone...n...bored myself to death....hahak...
n to tell u da truth...its a gewd thing dat i stayed at home...
yesterday i went to a mall with my mum...
i end up spending a lot of money!!
so...stay safe at home...keep your feet away from shoppin mall...lalala~
psss-dis post is all about today........


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