Tuesday, November 17, 2009

insecUre....u're Own enEmy~

Life is a journey...a journey dat u're decide....
a journey that lies in ur hand.....
n dat journey isn't always easy...there's time when things just dun go as u plan....
there's time dat u r feelin down...
there's time dat u've been dissapointed....hurt...n crushed....
there's also time when u're happy....smiling n on top of da world.....
there's also time when u're battleling wif ur emotion...
da feeling of insecurity....
wat is it???.....who has dis feelin???
everyone has it...gurls..boys...old..young...its a lie if anyone said dat they dun hav it....
i do....i hav it...n its eatin me slowly i guess.....
wat kind of feelin is it???
its about u...battling wif ur own self.....
its u....feelin not good enough......wanting more for urself....
like....am i beutiful enough???
am i thin enough???
am i smart enough???
am i cool enough???
having to ask urself all those question just to fit in....
having to change ur clothes several time when u wan to go out just to feel gewd but urself....
going on a diet...just b'coz u wanted to be thin....
being all paranoid juz b'coz u hav a pimple on ur face....
buying expensive clothes just to built up ur confidence.....
not having da courage to stand up for urself juz b'coz u dun feel gewd enough....
n scared to take a glimpse of urself in da mirror b'coz u r scared to see ur reflection...
(note-i love mirors...hahak..but sumtime i'm scared of it too..)
that's all b'coz of dat feelin...insecure....how should we fight it???
fight ourself???
i guess dat...it willl never go away....
it depend on how we handle it n controll it....
just be confident n look da other way around.....
n as for me....dis feelin...sumtime i admit..it concers me....n stilll...
now it does...i'm constantly battling wif it....
i do.....juz dun loose urself....


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