Monday, November 30, 2009

cErita2 ku~

dis rayer aji...o think dat me n both of my sister grew even more closer together....
n more far apart from two of our brothers..
go sisterhood..yeah...
me n k.ja n k.da...we talk about a lot of things dis year...
about our wories...
family,mum n dad...n we express a lot of our feelings to each other...
n advice...wat should we do..or not do..
but...we mainly talk about our family situation....
we r having a little hard time now...my family i mean....
i guess dats wat make us more2 n more closer....
n not just dat..my sisters and i also talk a lot about relationship..
they actually advice me to find sumone spesel in my final year...huhu.......
n they also tell me about their relationship experience....
n also...we joke a lot about my soon to be future husband...hahak..
they said dat..i'm da only hope 2 marrying a rich guy...hahak...
but to be seyes..all they wanted for me is just to find a really nice guy...i guess la...
n most importantlY!!!!
we both learn a new sentence from k.da which is an english teacher...
"WAT SO ON!!!"
hahak...my crazr dearest sister....
anyway...it had been such a wonderfull rayer aji dat i spend wif them..

Saturday, November 28, 2009

mY harI ayer stOry~

uh..how should i describe today ari rayeee???
yeee...besh3 x 10000........
hahak...y??b'coz all my sisters r home..huhuk...
n all my anak cdare r here...
huhuk..da house r very noisy n messy b'coz of them..mwuaaahaha..
today...i wake up really early in da mornin...
after smayang suboh...i had to gosok all of my sister n mummy n abah n all my ank sdare baju rayer.....
very tiring..it took me almost an hour to complete it...fuuuhh....
y do i hav to iron all their clothes??
reason-b'coz i'm da only single person in da house n still dun hav a baby..
so...i can't argue wif dat aite...hahak..
n then i had to prepare all da dishes...just letak lam mangkok jer ah kn..
but most of it my sister da wat...making it easy for me...lalalala~
n then we rayee2 together.....taking2 pics...me interframe in all da pic n all...haha..
da best part bout dis rayer...hahak..too many things too gossip about...
my sister r all a little bit crazy lar..hahak..
they talk..n talk non-stop...n they really loves to mngarot about my future husband..
hahak..wat they had in mind bout my future huband??kne adew kete besor,ank org kayer so that they can tumpang snang(ank toke emas to be specific)hahak....n plg pnting..kne bagi akakku kete honda...(x pahum knape?)haha...akak2 ku yg cker mngarot walawpon ank da tiga..
it makes me thinkin...i really do have a great n sporting family...
i am so lucky n blessed....i love my family....
++++..i get duit raye from mama n abah walawpon da besar..hahak....
happppy....n then dat afternoon we go to umah mak tun...
my sister eat a lot...i just watch ok...lalala~
n then biler balek umah...its my turn to mlantak byk2 da rendang n lemang...
+++ da satay..huhu...
very tired lar today....but still i have time to write dis...
not to mention maen fb...hhuhuk...
anyway..still dunnn have plan 4 second ari rayer...huhua...
let see wat happen tomorrow...
uh.....i should go to cleep now aite....
happy ari rayer aidiladha everyone...
psss-here r some of da pics yg i interframe...hahak...lalala~

mY harI ayer stOry~






Tuesday, November 24, 2009

12 a.m!!!!midnight~

yuuuhuu...jam da menunjukkan kul 12...so da msk ari bawu..huahua...
waaaa.....cmalam sgt bushan.....duk umah jer dari pg....
ariney or should i say smalam..dihabiskn ngan tydo n mennonton cter industan...
huhua...tjok cter???kabhi alvida na kehna...hahak...never say gewbye...
huhu...besh taw lyn industan kdg2.....
anyway....
as much as i like dat da fact it is now cooti..
but cooti can be so boring....
huhu..wat should i doo??
2morrow??
uh...i was hoping dat our reunion is on...
walawpon..not all of us will be joining da reunion..
but cket pown ok lar..next sem...reunion lg..haha...
huhu...n still...dunnoo wat too do??
maybe i should go out..
where???uh....boring.....

Sunday, November 22, 2009

sooo cWeet~


huhu diss is coo cweeet.....u see da pic of da flower above????
huhuk....my daddy give it to my mum yesterday....lalala~
i'm sorry dat its not a very nice picture....
but da thought dat counts...
how romantic is dat....happy wishes for my mama n abah....
hopefully they will forever be romantic to each other....hahak...

hahak...now dat we talk about giving present n being cweet n all dat....
wat do i always wanted as a present???
hurmmm...i guess maybe i wanted a music box or a snow globe...hahak..
u know like in da movies or drama...
cweet aite...n kawaaiii...hahak...
no one hav ever given me one...
n i dun have one either....
maybe it seems very gurly n all but who cares...
i am a gurl anyway....




flowers???hahak....maybe from sumone spesel....who is it gonna be????

yeah..da snow globe..i wan dis...sumone plez giv it to me....


muzic box???cooo cweet....wan..wan....



lalalalaalala~

Friday, November 20, 2009

jaLan2 reAlease tENcen paS exam~











huhu...posting kali ini just untok nk upload gmba kami2 yg merealeasekn tencen stelah ebsh exam....huhuk...duit pown byk abes...lalala~

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

insecUre....u're Own enEmy~

Life is a journey...a journey dat u're decide....
a journey that lies in ur hand.....
n dat journey isn't always easy...there's time when things just dun go as u plan....
there's time dat u r feelin down...
there's time dat u've been dissapointed....hurt...n crushed....
there's also time when u're happy....smiling n on top of da world.....
there's also time when u're battleling wif ur emotion...
da feeling of insecurity....
wat is it???.....who has dis feelin???
everyone has it...gurls..boys...old..young...its a lie if anyone said dat they dun hav it....
i do....i hav it...n its eatin me slowly i guess.....
wat kind of feelin is it???
its about u...battling wif ur own self.....
its u....feelin not good enough......wanting more for urself....
like....am i beutiful enough???
am i thin enough???
am i smart enough???
am i cool enough???
having to ask urself all those question just to fit in....
having to change ur clothes several time when u wan to go out just to feel gewd but urself....
going on a diet...just b'coz u wanted to be thin....
being all paranoid juz b'coz u hav a pimple on ur face....
buying expensive clothes just to built up ur confidence.....
not having da courage to stand up for urself juz b'coz u dun feel gewd enough....
n scared to take a glimpse of urself in da mirror b'coz u r scared to see ur reflection...
(note-i love mirors...hahak..but sumtime i'm scared of it too..)
that's all b'coz of dat feelin...insecure....how should we fight it???
fight ourself???
i guess dat...it willl never go away....
it depend on how we handle it n controll it....
just be confident n look da other way around.....
n as for me....dis feelin...sumtime i admit..it concers me....n stilll...
now it does...i'm constantly battling wif it....
i do.....juz dun loose urself....


Monday, November 16, 2009

a dAy just lIke aNy othEr~

wat should i do today???
i keep on asking myself.....
i just finish my killer paper n da last paper is kind of a lay back paper..
n i really...really dunno wat to do now......
stady for da next subject???
not in da mood...maybe tonite....
hahak...go out???
no one wanted to go out wif me...huhuk..
so sad...everyone already heading home...
my romate??she rather go out wif her spesel sumone...huhuk..
huuhukkk..if i were to hav a spesel sumone...we could go out together..
hahak..no!!!! no relationship for me....
here i am...all alone...writing dis post.....
not knowing wat to do...in my room....
hmmmmph~
sorie u had to read dis boring post....
MySpace

Sunday, November 15, 2009

i Want....~aaaaaaaaa......

i want.......MySpace
i want my exam to end as soon as possible.....everyday is very painful due to dis exam...
evryday i need to think of da notes....
everytime i take a break...i feel guilty for not reading them(da notes)......
everytime i eat...i remember how much more notes dat i hav to read.......
dis is torturing me.....its painfulll....
hahak..i make it sound like a love story.....but...examination week relly is painfull...
i mean....i have pimple all over my face...
my hair started to fall down...
my eyes r all lebam2....
i stay up almost everynyte(tp most of da tyme i online or tgk moobie...lalala~).....
i dun hav time to do my laundry...
my desk is a mess...
u see....
how painful it is for me to go through dis stady week....
n after all dat stady...still i cannot answer da exam maa...stressfull lor....
my exam is a disaster!!!!!!!!FULLSTOP.MySpace

Thursday, November 12, 2009

A drEaM,A goAL..a RoaD tO oUr gLory~

i once used to have dis dream....a dream dat i had already burried.....forget...
thinking...dat dream is impossible to acheive...thinking dat i'm better of dis way...
here....
n will always be here....
do i wanna be here???always n always????
ahhhh....
i think i do...but my heart says dat i'm drowning.....i can't breath...i need a new place...
a new goal....a dream to take me away.....
an old dream dat had become my goal....dat i wanna acheive...
so badly.....
i wannt it!!!
i do....
a dream dat i now...share wif my best friend......
wat is da dream????
me n hAzwa....going to stady abroad....
overseas....hahak...
no!!!it is our goal!!!we!!!us!!!amira raudhah abdullah n hazwa abdul halim....
we will stady abroad!!!!
for our master n phd.....
majoring in.....somting related to biology...i guess hahak........
we willl....willl...try as hard as we could in pursuing our dream...our goal....
we will be a successful n independent women one day....
we will fly away from here one day...n we will spread our wing...
no longer we will be seen just as ank bongsoo yg mnje....hahak...since we both ank bongsu n all....
we will be in da country dat has 4 season....eventually....
we will touch da snow,da cold in winter....we will walk under falling leaves during autumn....dreamin~
we willl!!!!!!!!!!!
i WIllll!!!!
i wanteD to!!!!
i dooo~~~
reallly..............i will from today wOrk hard......
dis dream....i will try hard too fullfill it.....
b'coz its not just a dream...not just an empty dream.....
its about me....finding myself...being stronger...experience more....being independent....
n more......lalalala~
i hOpe dat anyone reading dis would finD themselve a dream to persue....
huhuk........
wish me lucK.....dis iS my rOad to gLory...our rOad to glOry.....
One daY....i wanna look bAck intO my lifE wif no regrets.....


a cHange~

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

cDey+kcEwa+++TErharOOO~


Cdey+kcewa???knapa???huhuk....nk dijadikn cerita....demi untok mengahadapi bIochem(subjek peberet katekn)sanggop diri ini x tydo mlm....pkul 6.30 pg bawu tydo taw...pastu kul 8 da kne bgn...yer la kn kul9 da nk exam.....kononnyer berpulun lar sgt sm pai x tydo mlm....tp nota x abes bace pown(twakal n redha jer la)....jerawat pown da penoh kat mker neyh...(da x cumel)huhu.....poojian terhadp diri sndirik....lalala~...plg cdEy???bler bukak coalan esei...kuar lark coaln protein!!!protein????yg tue lar yg diri ini x bacer cmalam..nota dye nipis jer kot...cam x pnting lngsOng...tp kwa coalan esei lark...da lar coalan cam lg pnjang dari nota jerk..huhuk..jadik ksimpulannyer...coalan tue ditnggalkn olehku....maka beralihlah ku kpd coaln len...nk dijadIkn cter...coaln len pown cam telah menaikkan tekanan darah yg smemangnyer tnggi ini(akibat tidak tydo)...maka....bersedih lar diri ini dgn ketentuan n naseb diri...pastue..disebabkn byk sgt coalan x leh jwb....rase cam nk kwa dewan awl lar plak...peroT pown da kasik signal....maka kwa lar ku dari dewan itooo...Org pertaMa dan terakHIr yg kwa dewan sbeloom abes mase...make???famOUs lar ku kejap...suMe org dtg bilek juz cuz nk tnyer asal kwa awl...hahahak...lawak lar jugak kn..padahul x leh jwb kot....maka....ksedihan n kekecewaan ku berhenti disini...lalalala~Let da gone be by gOne kn....


tue lar azrul yg menuntot dirinya sbagai kwnku smasa di tadika....
psss-sorie la..adew gmbo neyh jer.....(x per sume org cun)...


TERHAroo????knaper???pagi td tibe2 ika kate azrul mntak no tipon ku ngan dye kul2 pg...pelik lark kn...x kn nk ngorat kn...hahak..poyo jerk....pastu...mase time ngah tngggu nk msk dewan pekse...azrul dtg...dye tnyer"ko tadika katne lu?"huh???asal lark tnyer sal tadika neyh...pelik lar kn...pastuu stelah ku kasik taw ku tadika kat mane dulooo....dye pown kate kteorg satoo tadika rupenyer!!!!!waaahhh....dye ingat diriku...huhu....dye kate dye teringat mlm cmalam...padahul da setengah taon kot dOk usm ney...pss-tencen sgt agaknyer stady smpai ingat zaman2 tadika lu....apew2 pown...sgt....SGT....TERHArOOO cuz adew dak tadika ingat kat diri ini....hahak...time kacEH...time kaCeh..tOuching lark......sOb...sob.....mengenangkn nostalgia lalooo...tp x ingat sgt pon zaman2 tadika ney...huhu...mase tue memory x brkmbang lg.....riBena mase tue mahul...x mampoo nk bli..hahak...anyway....Thannk u azrUl oiii...hahak....

psss-ariney post lam Bm lark kn...x per lar skali skaler...campor2 lar kn...till then~

Sunday, November 8, 2009

seLf motIvatioN~


I AM HAPPY.......


I AM HAPPY........


HEPPIEY!!!!!!!!!!



I WILL BE HEPPIE....ALWAYS.....
FOREVER.....


really..i am happie....
huhuk...just some self motivation for me...
gAmbate ne miRa!!!!
u r heppie...
notin or no one can make u feel bad...
i am immune!!!
forever i will be eppie in my own way....
huhuk...
seyesly..
i need to cut dis out now....
i act like an insane person.....
readers...u should post dis on ur blog....
it make u feel a lot better....
haha...
happpy~



Lifehouse You and Me HD official music video

dis sonG is an old song...
i dunno y suddenly i was thinking of dis soNg...
it was a really nice song to hear..
never get tired of it...
dis song takes me back to my form 3 memory...
hahak...
i think dis is da song dat i like back then...
it was when i was still living in kuantan..
my form 3???
lots of things happen back then...
i was young n naif....dunno any better...
stop it!!!i'm not going to go down da memory lane....
anyway...
i am all stress out wif my study....
my hair is a mess n there's pimple all over my face...no longer cute anymore....
i should not have stady soo last minutes...
yet i still have time to post dis post aite...
huhuk..
just enjoy dis song..
da video clip r nice too...




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Saturday, November 7, 2009

FEast of lOve~

the tittle of dis post is actually r from a moovie...
i just watch dat moovie dis mornin...
its a very heart warming moovie....
it even made me cry....
huhuk...i'm a sensitive person i guess...haha..
anyway dis movie is about different love story in one moovie...
but all da person in da story is connected in a way to each other..
da love story dat get my attention da most is da love story between dis 2 waiters...
dis gurl,she has no parent n dis guy,he only has an alcoholic father...
they fall in love in a very sweet romantic way..
i mean..they really..really do love each other so much....
n one day...dis gurl, she went to a fortune teller.... n da fortune teller
told her dat sumtin bad was gonna happen to dat guy..
actually da fortune teller sees death in his future..n dat gurl,she believes it...
i know dat its impossible too believe it...but dis wat makes dis story so meaningfull..
even she knew dat he would die...
still....she stay wif him....
she did not packed her thing n run away.....
instead....
she find a house for them too live...their dream hoouse... although she has no money...
she ask him to mary her n she get herself pregnant for him....
n then one day...dis guy,he suddenly die of a heart attack..
it turns out...
dat fortune teller was right...
n dis gurl...
she accepted it...b'coz she already knew...n she still do love him..
"one's person love is da life of another person"
dat fortune teller said...
i guess dis is wat keeps dat gurl too live on...
n there's also dis old couple dat catch my attention......
they lost their son due to drugs..
they keep on blaming themselve for it..
but in da end they realize dat....
they just had too let it go..
n they decided too love each other while they still have each other..
"its gonna be more painful when one of us is gone"
da husband said....(coo cweet)...they r old n still do love each other....
this story r very...very sweet...n it gives a lot of meanin.....
n also...
a story about an honest guy...who has so much loves to giv..
but he keeps on being dumped...he's a little pathethic...
but he did not just giv up...
n in da end...he did find sumone to love him back.....
its not just a bout love to ur couple...
but to ur friends,family..parents n community...
it shows dat there's sumone outhere who has to struggle to in order too just be happy..
it makes me feel so thankful for wat i have today...
i dun have to struggle to find money..
i have a loving parents n family..
n i have a very nice friends...
i am thankful for dats...
i guess wat is this story tryiin to say is dat.........
there will be pain in order to be able to feel da happiness...
of course happiness wont last long...
but still da memory of da happiness dat u once feel...
is enough...i mean....happiness wont last 4ever...
it will eventlually fade...
but just too believe in it n just too hold it while u still can is wat everyone should do..
try too reach it n hold it...
only even just for a while...
n as for me...
after watching dis moovie...
i myself will find my happiness...
i already have it...but dis is just da beginning of it..
i am going to gAmbate more....
there is more things dat i wanna be able to achieve in dis world..
i hav lots...lots of dream.....hahak...
some of it r too fairy tale but some does make sense....
i guess...haha....
huhuk...watching dis moovie really does makes me very emotional..
dis is a very emootionall post...
i hope dat anyone reading dis will get sumting from dis....
be happy everyone~

Thursday, November 5, 2009

anOther dAY~

outside...
now its rainin....
its cold n dark...
n i'm stayin up all alone n by myself...
my purpose of stayin up???to stady i guess..
but..da laptop is stopping me from studying..
da purpose of dis post????????
urmmm.....
i think dat in this weather.....
wat a person should do..
is to watch a romantic comedy while drinking a hot chocolate...
n wraps urself wif a comfy little blanket..
n wait untill u fall asleep..
ur maybe u should just...
lie in bed n listen too a slow song n wrap urself in ur blankie..
n wait till u fall to sleep..
everytin lead to sleepin...
i guess i am already sleepy..
i'm going to sleep now..
there is no purpose for dis post..........
if anyone happen to read it....sorie for a boring post....

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Midori Days Closing Theme - Mou Sukoshi...

IT was a veRy funny n sWeet anIme..n dis is da cLosing soNg...da sonG is very...very nice...pss-da anime was called MIdori dAys..n u can watch it on animax...reallly...it was a very nice anime...




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abOut todaY...


mornin!!!!

mornin??due to me posting almost 4 in da mornin...
should i say yerterday....
i finish my anat n physio exam..yappari!!!so epy....
so relief now...now i got to throw away all those notes....


i am officially sayin gewdbye to u...haahak....sory for always sleepin during ur lecture...
till we meet again next sem...sayonara~

dis mornin...there's dis feelin of...
how should i said it...
u know da feelin when u wake up in a hotel rooms wif trees n mountains as da view..
or da beaches....n da weather is cold and hazy....n u were drinkinga hot cofee..
while watching da view from da balconi of ur hotel room...(imagine it)
i guess wat i was tryin too said is dat...it was calming....happy...or relief kind of way..
maybe da way i describe it is too much...or tooo poetic kind of waay...
i wish i could go on a vocation...it had been so long since i've been to one...
i guess wat i am tryin to say is dat....
today is a gewd day for me...
n may tomorrow be a better day for me.......





Sunday, November 1, 2009

BiTTersWeet....

tonite i feel.....
a bit bitter...u know...
like da feelin when u come into an empty home.....
or da feelin when u r all alone in ur room during da weekend....
or when u 're liking sumone but can't have dat sumone...
except....
none of da above happen to me....
it was juz to describe da bitterness....
hahakkk....no!!(bitter)
hey.....
i'm just a girl...we r born to be sensitip maa...
sumtime we r sensitif without knowing da reason....
weird aite....
so hard lar being a gurl..hahak..(bersyukur)....
i guess da rain n da cold weather makes me feel like dat....
u know...da feelin when its rainin..dat feelin....
calm...but at da same time a little sad...
n also wif da exam just tomorrow....
n me having tons of note 2 read....
maybe dat wat makes me feel dat way....i guess...
+++++.....another reason....
maybe b'coz i just finish watching dis movie called "he's not just dat into u"...
it was co cweet....da part dat i like most is when there's dis
guy who loves to fool around wif gurl...n then it change when he meet the "exception" gurl of his life...
u juz have to watch it 4 urself to understand it....it was a nice movie...many story in one movie...

psss-i think dis is enough for tonite.....